Hi Master,
I am no longer attracted by the thought of marrying, having kids etc. and also not motivated to work hard for money because I think they won't provide me with permanent happiness.
I wanted to gain more internal satisfaction and peace so I am having thoughts of becoming a monk, where I can concentrate on improving myself and gain more knowledge on Buddhism.
However my parents are angry and said I am abandoning them by becoming a monk. Deep in my heart I am also worried about them, not sure who will take care of them when they are old.
Being single and unmarried will also cause problems in my parents' relationship because with me around, they didn't talk much. I think without me, their relationship will improve tremendously. So I am rather stucked in dilemma now.
Just wanted some advise from Master.
Thank you.
